When?

Remember the end?
It was so very final.
People worried so much before the end.
After the end, no one seemed to mind very much.

I remember the end.
I remember the beginning, vaguely.
I do not remember the before.
Before doesn't scare me as much as the after.

I'm told the sun rose and set in the before.
That is hear say really.
I am confident that the sun will act in the after.
Well, it doesn't really matter to me does it?

The now is interesting, but hard to nail down.
The now keeps wiggling around.
When I sleep, there is now now.
There is no now in the before or after either.