Brain slipping

Want to write something down. Want to make a mark. Nothing comes to mind. Was this ever easy?

Feeling desperate. Shouldn't the words come on their own?

Was there ever a time when my mind found it easy to create? Have I always been the same damn drone not creative dullard?

Is it a sign of getting older that I do not create much of anything any more.

Is this important? Is there a reason I need to be creative?