Ouch
I came closer to quitting today
than I ever have before. I took my badge off and was stomping out of
my office to toss it on the desk of one of my supervisors and I had
to stop and take a breath. If Tpro was doing better, this would
have been my last day.
What happened? A priority one ticket
on Friday an hour before I was supposed to walk out the door. This is
in a week with several priority one tickets. It will still be broken
Monday. This is so bad. I just can't handle stress. Some dope has set
up an automatic deletion of files with the extension of "tmp".
The trouble is, that extension means "template" on our of
our applications. Thanks asshole! The file shares are read only. I
have no access. I did not cause this problem. I feel like I'm the one
being punished for it.
The only reward for hard work is more work.
Scrudge McDuck said it best. "Don't work harder. Work smarter."
OK, some one else probably said it first.
I left at 11:30 and had
two margaritas. I slept the afternoon away. I have a
neck each from the stress and a hangover from the drinks. I
have a meeting Sunday with the Tpro guys and it is all I can
think about. Why don't they teach stress management in school? I've
been acting very unprofessional lately. I
can't get it together.
It wasn't me. You can't prove anything.