It wasn't me. You can't prove anything.


2017-09-20

How Many Axes does it Take?

Someone asked me what’s wrong and I was going to use this as an outline for a blog entry, but I don’t have that kind of time. The title means all of these issues are axes dangling over my head waiting to fall. Some alternate titles might include “Why I can’t just get over it”, “Why I look tired all the time”, “AAAAAA!!! AAAAAA!!!”.


  • Divorce
    • We are separated and I have no idea what comes next.
  • Harvey and my stress
    • Roof - leaks
    • Car - went through some high water
    • I wake at night in a sweat if I hear rain.
    • I had no real destruction and everyone else is doing a better job of handling this.
  • Harvey and my friend’s stress
    • My best friend had his house flooded.
    • Other friends had their houses flooded.
  • House (other than Harvey)
    • Floors need replacing
    • Needs paint inside and out
    • Could use some landscaping
    • The siding on the back of the house needs some repairs.
    • There is some water damage from the last hurricane at the back door.
    • May have to sell in the divorce anyway
    • Taxes are through the roof.
    • We have a car dump next door.
    • Ants!
  • My father’s health (no details)
  • My mother’s health (no details)
  • My health
    • My balance is getting to the point I have a hard time walking.
    • I have headaches and I think it is related to something going on with my balance.
    • I have a pain in my gut that might be blader infection, kidney stone.
    • I have nightmares of having intestinal parasites crawling through my flesh and no way to prove to myself that they do not exist.
    • I just don’t have time to fight the insurance to get fixed. That is a full time job.
  • Work
    • 400,000 bosses (everyone at the company) You remember that scene in Office Space where the guy complains about his eight bosses giving him crap about a form?
    • One more fix that everyone wants to get in before I can do my job.
    • Unpredictable hours
    • Multitasking and the fact that I can’t do it. People at work say multitasking is bad and then put you in a situation where you can’t succeed without it.
    • Having to depend on others is stressful.
    • No one wants to commit to a decision.
    • I found a desk that works for me and I live in fear that they will move me again “...  to disrupt people’s comfort zones.” Because God knows finding what works for you and sticking with it is a lousy way of not hitting the same problems over and over again.
  • Overcommunication
    • 9 million ways of talking and no one uses them.
    • 9 million ways of talking and I can’t find the information I need.
    • 9 million ways of talking and I don’t want to talk to anyone.
    • 9 million ways of talking and I only hear static when I scream.
  • No outlet and a million inlets leads to Kelly being an asshole.

Honestly, I’m afraid to start venting because I may not be able to stop.


2017-09-18

Yup. Raining.

Out the window

I get to walk home in a be. Going to be goooooood and humid.


2017-09-17

Fat guy replacing bicycle tubes


2017-09-09

Tired


2017-09-02

Hurricane Harvey 2017 clips


2017-08-27

The donut place is open


2017-08-18

Merlin's eye


2017-08-13

Getting old and getting around


2017-08-06

Just hadn't put up a selfie in a while.


2017-08-04

Thinking of sitting here until dark.


2017-08-03

Later work.


2017-07-21

Sunset


2017-07-19

Rain


2017-07-01

Another week of Kelly


2017-06-30

Coffee forum


So many mornings I find myself breaking the dawn with sip of winged elixir concocted by mine own hands. This morning took a different tack. With a lack of fresh (bottled) water in all our office I abandon hope of defending the pride of our band. I sought and found a mursinary by the name McDonald to smite my day’s thirst for the potion of focus. Think of me not as defeated but on this day, I choose to survive and plan to rebuild.


2017-06-29

Truth hurts


2017-06-24

Roughousing with a cat. You would think I would learn.


2017-06-19

Dinner


2017-06-16

Elle's room


2017-06-15

Sunrise


2017-06-10

Houston, westheimer and the loop


2017-06-07

Lunch


2017-06-06

Write what you understand


What is the latest thing that pisses me off? I have been reading political stuff so much that I’m immune to normal upsetting shit. Recently I lost a little kitty. She was a cuddly little friend. I have that to be upset about. The political stuff is put in perspective and I take one more step forward. Loss sucks. Life sucks. Having to work for a living sucks. But, here we are. One more step.

book

I have a barebones idea for a novel. It is terrible. Maybe I should just write it to get it out of my head. I should set out to write a painted piece of shit. That way I will not be disappointed when I eventually hit the mark. I hate love scenes.  I Don't like reading them and I just know I would never be able write them. Only children’s books sell without love scenes. What is in me and will come out of me is not that. Then the universe ended.


2017-06-03

Luna

Luna is very ill. She spent most of last night in the master bedroom with me. I propped the door open with a shoe. so she wouldn’t get trapped. I am not sure she left all night. When I found her this morning she was at the head of the bed underneath. She hissed at me whenever I got close. Nat was able to pick her up and cuddle with her. It is a very sad day.

Elle is singing to Luna sitting in her lap. It is the most precious thing I've heard in my life. It is Luna’s time I’m afraid. She can’t eat or walk properly. And she used to be so fast and graceful. Poor kitty.

Nat and Elle tok Luna to the car in the carrier. She was moaning. Like she wanted to meow. Sorry little kitty.


She came to us in a flower pot.


2017-05-29

I can't. I'm busy.


2017-05-25

I can't blame the Brits on this one.

http://www.bbc.com/news/uk-politics-40040210


2017-05-23

Need coffee.


2017-05-17

INSANE NEW BAFFLE-FREE SUPPRESSOR IS AS BADASS AS IT LOOKS,IT BLOWS ALL ...


2017-05-14

Pulling out bushes with a pickup

Walk in the woods, kind of


2017-05-13

Duck pond

Hole


2017-05-09

Trying so hard to be pretty


2017-05-07

Question

Exactly what are my privileges and responsibilities being "it"?


2017-05-04

Today I envy the ditch diggers.


2017-05-01

Why I hate Ubuntu (am sick of it anyway)

First light


2017-04-30

Last light of a lovely day

Watching


2017-04-26

.38 Special vs Prince Ruperts Drop at 170,000 FPS - Smarter Every Day 169


2017-04-16

taking an old light apart


2017-04-08

Urban exploration by an old fat guy


2017-04-04

Earphones

Trying wireless headphones for the first time. Ask me how I like them after the battery runs out.


2017-04-02

Software update day


2017-04-01

8309 steps


2017-03-30

Dump next to my house and a light holster mod


2017-03-25

I've decided to drink more.


2017-03-23

Lunch time


2017-03-22

Ain't technology grand?


2017-03-21

The best part of my lunch walk.


2017-03-19

I await my coffee drone delivery


2017-03-18

Walk

My thoughts on Quantum


2017-03-17

Im going to die fat.


2017-03-15

This guy is a bit shady.


2017-03-14

Can't complain


2017-03-13

Why is the bus doing 7 mph?


2017-03-11

Week worth of boiled eggs


2017-03-10

Wonder when the lawn guys are coming.


2017-03-02

It begins

Morning

Sleep


2017-02-27

Nice weather, walking around work


2017-02-22

Morning


2017-02-21

Homeward bound


2017-02-18

So, laundry day.


2017-02-16

Waiting on a ride.


2017-02-15

Rant about had drive passwords


2017-02-12

Water flow and walking home


2017-02-10

Quick run home


2017-01-28

Getting cut off and talking about it

Week and some of clips


2017-01-22

WARNING! Political vlog


2017-01-18

#houston commute problems.


2017-01-14

Friends carlots and a crazy bus ride.


2017-01-13

One more reason no oone walks in #Houston

Sunrise out the car window


2017-01-12

Phones

I remember a day not that long ago when we fought over phones. Now several collect dust.